49 Comments
User's avatar
AMANDA's avatar

Sis!!!! This was such a beautiful post!! 🥹

LA is really lucky to be described by you. ❤️

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

I was the lucky one! Thank you! Now message me someplace I can send you these little souvenirs!

Expand full comment
AMANDA's avatar

STOP you’re the sweetest! I just need a big hug when i get back to the US! 🥹🥹 I LOVE YOU! 💌🫶🏻

Expand full comment
Madison Lynn's avatar

I almost cried 😭 it was so refreshing to read something beautiful about my state that is positive! I’ve lived here all my life- and back four generations- and I deeply, deeply love this land. I’m in Sonoma county not LA but still! This place is so special. Thanks for seeing her 😭

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Madison! This is the sweetest comment ever, truly made my day! I can’t wait to be back and explore more of her! Hope I did her beauty justice

Expand full comment
Brooke Anderson's avatar

Madison! Same! I'm an Angeleno but we are going up the coast and heading for Sonoma in a couple weeks to see if it's a place we could buy land and make home one day.

Expand full comment
Sue Dhillon's avatar

I hope you buy land in Sonoma. It's all so magical as you know. I'm in Napa and wouldn't trade NorCal for anything in this world except for my regular jaunts up and down the California Coast.

Expand full comment
Dia Lupo's avatar

Eve Babitz reincarnate 💥 she’s proud af reading this

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

we all got a little Evie B in us ;)

Expand full comment
Laggy's avatar

I can do a double double in 4 bites. Also, In and Out fries are so booty. But those burgers 🤌🏻

Expand full comment
molly's avatar

"If you’re still holding on to California hate, fueled by a weird mixture of envy and snobbery, I’m beginning to think maybe you’re just incapable of getting a sick tan." I'm Irish, on the East Coast, and offended!

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

hahhahaha I’m so sorry but for real please try and get some sun

Expand full comment
Anna Judd's avatar

Born and raised in Southern California, live in weed country now, above the bay area. This piece made me miss LA like you sometimes miss a hot charismatic boyfriend that was maybe possibly abusive but nonetheless made you feel alive. Side note: I can attest that the real ass hippies live in the north. Come up here. We also have in n out.

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Bay Area is next on my list Anna! I am already planning my way back! Will let you know as soon as I do 🤍

Expand full comment
Nur Nadar's avatar

So brave mashallah

Expand full comment
Dylan's avatar

i’ve never seen ANYONE do California this much justice in writing. you just brought back my weird obsession with daydreaming about living in SF with my hot faceless boyfriend and five cats

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

First of all we should all be California dreamin’

Personally mine is looking out of the balcony of my Malibu beach house, the one my dead husband left me *wipes single widowed tear*

And thank you SO MUCH for that, truly the most highest of praise 🤍

Expand full comment
clara's avatar

i think you're an honorary angeleno now

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

and if you let me come back I promise to never make you go to Barney’s Beanery ever again

Expand full comment
clara's avatar

when i make it to nyc, take me to the broiest bar and we'll be even

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Fair 🤝

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

after that 9 mile hike, I hope so 🥹

Expand full comment
Obsidian Blackbird.'s avatar

I spent a ton of time in Hollywood in my late 20s. I loved the mexican fruit carts, wandering about smoking cigs everywhere and eating in Thai Town. Would recommend. People are people. Communicate :) !

Expand full comment
Ana Bosch's avatar

Sudan’s needs to move to Spain 🤣

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Girl I probably would in a NY minute ;)

Expand full comment
teresa's avatar

I was visiting my brother in LA this past June and could not stop saying “California… knows how to party” every 5 minutes. Was just happy to be there, basking, double fisting my coffee and $20 erewhon smoothie.

Really enjoyed reading this!! Thanks for your words

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Teresa!!! That was literally me lol. Such a good time, how could I not have endless love for it.

Expand full comment
Sean Thomas McDonnell's avatar

New York 🤝 LA 🤝 Bay Area ❤️

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Bay Area is next Seany :)

Expand full comment
alex's avatar

california made me soft too

Expand full comment
T. D. Wolf's avatar

In-n-Out. Iykyk.

Expand full comment
Frank Bard's avatar

Hoo ra, sister. And holy cats and dogs, eschewing 15 years of vegetarianism for your first In n Out double double is commitment of the highest order. Color me impressed. Next time you’re out, consider my open invitation for your next SoCal rite of passage…the Black Forest cake at Sherman’s Deli in Palm Springs. OR a cup of chowder at Neptune’s Net in Malibu. :)

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Thank you Frank! I figured, when in Rome ;)

Expand full comment
Frank Bard's avatar

That was a wise choice, Sudana. What’d you think of our signature dish? I lived on Double Doubles for the better part of 40 years until I gave up red meat. :)

Expand full comment
Sudana Krasniqi's avatar

Honestly it was pretty fucking good, 5 stars from the NY judge

Expand full comment
Frank Bard's avatar

Nice. There really isn't a better burger in SoCal.

Expand full comment